Thursday, October 28, 2010

Post Grad grumbles

I know I promised an ice cream composition entry.  I promise I didn't forget.  I think that's something I can add to my resume? Dependable? lol.

I just finished watching Post Grad hoping for some...hope, I guess. When she doesn't get the job and has to move back home, I know exactly how that feels.  Scouring the internet for any job position, I'm so there.  Seriously, any position that does not require manual labor I have applied for.  In fact, I'm pretty sure I can apply to every job position available and still not get an opportunity.  It is unbelievably frustrating to think that I am unemployable.  BUT HOW CAN THAT BE???  I haven't found myself completely because let's face it, post grad and still young, I could do with a bit more soul-searching.  But I do know that I work hard, I'm diligent, efficient, and most of all enthusiastic!  And enthusiasm is not something that can be taught.  Granted I have a witty, sarcastic streak but there should be some fun in life.  I feel that the best medicine is laughter.  So tell me please.  After applying to I've-lost-count-of-how-many-jobs, how is it that I still haven't found the match for me?  But let's quit this whining and be honest.  

Someone mentioned to me that my generation is a group of me me me.  We feel privileged and to put it blunt, a bit conceited.  We all think we're awesome and that whatever industry we studied for owes us for the education we received for them by giving us a job.  I thought at this point I would be a marketing assistant reading the lasted trends in candy technology and planning out the next candy expo.  I was that girl with a plan.  I could tell you what I would be doing in 2,5,10,15 years from now.  But the world isn't playing by my rules which I find discouraging.  However, my plans are falling apart before my eyes and there is nothing more I want to see than a plan fulfilled.

I am literally spending all my time in front of a computer praying for job responses and inquires to past co-workers.  I entered food science thinking, yes, everyone needs to eat!  This is the perfect field to go into because everyone needs to eat!  There will be a plethora of jobs available and I won't have any problem getting job offers.  Wrong.  Well....we can't be right everytime I guess.

So here's to another day, another week, hopefully not another month, of praying for a career.  If you have any ideas, or can relate, or not looking forward to leaving college, leave a comment.  Tell me your story.  :)

Oh. And Go SF GIANTS! Epic game tonight!! I just can't look away. WHOO!! The world series is off to a great start. YAY!

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